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You, Me, And The Brick Wall You Built Between Us

by And Then Suddenly...

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1.
I can't keep acting like I don't know the truth Can't keep pretending the options are new It's been so long, and you're not waking up Please give me something, just give me a sign Let me know you're... Let me know that you're still with me Will I see your ghost (if I let you go) If I don't believe in it? Will I see your ghost (when I let you go) If I know that I'm the one who created it? I've been lost before and I'll be lost again Is it worth it if you'll haunt me in the end? Is it for the best to walk away from this? Is it your best interest or mine? The consequences are too much for me It just gets worse with the passing of time
2.
10/10 04:18
Try my best but I end up another disappointment Try your best to act like you don't hate me for my actions I can't fix it all when it's all your fault It's taking too long I can't fix it all when it's all your fault It's taking too long it's better if I'm gone Everything that I have done for you wont be enough to save you from your selfishness this time I wish I could be the one who gets to disappear at will and shut down when you need me If it's not meant to be why would I let you take a part of me If it's all over now, I fucked it up this time Help me understand where I'm going Help me understand why I'm lying Help me understand how this happened Help me understand
3.
I hope you don’t mind I’m wasting my time with you And I don’t know what you were thinking But I’m fine forgetting I’m just going through the motions Cause you’re not really what I want I’m surprised you haven’t caught on I should stop but it’s just too much fun Yeah I’ve been waiting for a time to admit That I haven’t been honest Whatever it’s worth to you there’s always a chance But you and I both know I’ve made other plans I know we said some things And I know you meant them I know we said some things But I don’t feel the same When I thought I could have it I burned down my new home Iron sharpens the iron but I’m made of stone Call it all off and put the body to rest Would it even be worth it to give life to the dead? I’m just going through the motions Cause you’re not really what I want I’m surprised you haven’t caught on I should stop but it’s just too much fun I know we said some things And I know you meant them I know we said some things But I don’t feel the same
4.
I’ve seen this before and it doesn’t end the way that you want it to When all’s said and done you’ll always say I don’t know if we were meant to fly Is it all just fun and games for you When did you start to fabricate all your truths Take for granted all the second chances When did you start fabricating everything that you say to me I’ve seen this before, repeating the same mistakes acting like they’re new What will it take to open your eyes for once and see you’re killing me Is it all just fun and games for you When did you start to fabricate all your truths Take for granted all the second chances When did you start fabricating everything that you say to me Why is it I’m desperate to leave the party Just to communicate with people I’ve never met in my pocket I wish that I was out in New Mexico See a girl, I met her once at a show It feels like ah shit, she reminds me of a girl I used to know I should go back to this party so I don’t feel lonely
5.
I swear I just saw you, you’re looking in The door that I closed for a reason I swear I just saw you, you’re looking in What could you possibly want now I’m so sick of you hanging around I think you should give it up It’s bee a while without a sound I think it’s time that I caught up Why won’t you just leave us alone I don’t like the fact that you’re here I don’t mean to interfere but I think it’s time we all caught up It’s really not complex Once you’re gone then I’m up next All I’ve got is time to spare You will hate me but I don’t care This isn’t the first time, this isn’t a good sign I don’t like the fact that you’re here This situation keeps getting worse I thought I had made myself clear Don’t blame me, you’re losing control You did this all by yourself It’s safe to say you lost this one I think it’s time we all caught up It’s really not complex Once you’re gone then I’m up next All I’ve got is time to spare You will hate me but I don’t care It’s really not complex Once you’re gone then I’m up next You don’t know what I can do (You think I’m sorry can fix all you’ve broken I should have been your prize your mother fucking token) You don’t know what I can do (I’m better off alone) We don’t have to deal with him anymore Finally it’s time that you moved in We don’t have to deal with him anymore Why are you so quiet now
6.
Lost from the start Fall apart Piece by piece Gone from me Breaths fall short Brain’s off course All that’s left Silhouette I can still trace the path that you’d walk Hear your echo in all of my thoughts I didn’t know it’d be the last time You lost it all and I lost my mind They took from you your limbs Threw you in the ocean, told you to swim I tried my best to keep you from drowning But if you asked me to I would have gone under with you Gone under with you More than a few times I wished that I was blind So I could spare myself from having to watch as you slowly fade away I had to watch you fade away Slowly day by day Slowly, I watched you leave me slowly I watched you leave me slowly I watched you leave me slow I begged him to end it fast I begged him to not make this last But he left you here, dangling in front of me He left you here, swallowed by agony
7.
I can’t do it all without you I wish that you would just tell me the truth Am I wasting my time with you Is there a chance we’ll make it through? Suffocate as I wait Hoping that I will be first in line I know it’s not what you had in mind So I’ll keep my distance until you find a way to move past all the things you left behind We can both take turns Not believing That I’ve said so much more Than you were needing I’ve been waiting for too long now Seeing your face, seeing you now Breathing in, Breathing in Too late to begin The poison around me I’m breathing in The poison you gave me is sinking in The poison around me I’m breathing in The poison you gave me is sinking in Suffocate as I wait Hoping that I will be first in line I know it’s not what you had in mind So I’ll keep my distance until you find a way to move past all the things you left behind
8.
Wait didn’t we go over this before I’m pretty sure we got past this once I’m just running circles around the thought I’m just running circles I guess it’s time to act like this never happened Honestly it wasn’t quite what I imagined Do you even think of me when you’re all alone For a while I thought you were the light at the end of it all I’m just running circles around the thought I’m just running circles I guess it’s time to act like this never happened Honestly it wasn’t quite what I imagined I guess it’s time to act like this never happened Honestly it wasn’t quite what I imagined I would do anything now I’m running in circles again
9.
If I ever tried, what would you decide Do I look ready? So unsteady It’s so simple but it’s not easy Getting closer it’s hard to breathe What if she says no My words just won’t flow Choking on my chance Falling through my hands Facing rejection My greatest obsession Despite the fact I know I’m not the best I can’t help but be obsessed Replay all the lines Replay What if she says no I’ll be all alone Why can’t I let go Guess I’ll never know Despite the fact I know I’m not the best I can’t help but be obsessed Replay all the lines Replay How did it go so wrong? No will or way to move on Did I wait for too long? It’s too late she’s too far gone I’m lost I don’t have a clue There’s no point in acting like I do I just want to lay in bed And wait until I’m dead ’Til I’m dead I’ll wait for you
10.
Hybrid 05:21
How could we have known I’d be gone so soon? How could we have guessed we be pulled apart by ticking clocks? Even though we didn’t want to admit it It happened anyway Losing you is worse than losing myself Never thought I’d be here with no one else I’ve waited so long for you, don’t turn around With each step I’m slowly coming unwound If you’re not here with me it’s not where I want to be it’s not our paradise Please don’t take away the only shot that I’ve got at finding paradise I wasn’t gone for too long before you had found someone new to hold on to I got to watch as all of our memories faded away and you forgot me Losing you is worse than losing myself Never thought I’d be here with no one else I’ve waited so long for you, don’t turn around With each step I’m slowly coming unwound If you’re not here with me it’s not where I want to be it’s not our paradise Please don’t take away the only shot that I’ve got at finding paradise I know you’re happy now that you’ve found your own way to a new paradise But I’m still stuck here with no way to redefine my own paradise

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released September 6, 2019

Tracked by Jon Januhowski
Mixed and Mastered by Nathan Hussey

Funded by Will Leggett, Cody Rennie, TJ Mizell, Steven Adwell, Robert Vieyra, Chayne Pieri, Heather Maxim, John Fischer, Pam Herrington, and Haley Zills

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Three piece from Houston Texas making mathy, proggy, catchy music very poorly

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